You were always a big kid really, I don't think you ever wanted to grow up. Must be why we got on so well together. You were always the easy going one, nothing ever stressed you out - whereas I was always worrying about anything and everything. We complemented each other pretty well. I don't think you realised how soon the end would come, I know I didn't. You seemed quite upbeat and cheery in recent times; you had plans for the weeks and months ahead. Perhaps you didn't want to face it - I can't blame you. I've told Leo that when his time comes you'll be up there to look after him. I wish you were still down here though x